A Goddamned Soul

She opened her eyes, her red shining eyes Her smile looked so nice, I know she will never die She wanted to play, I was running away But suddenly, she stood in front of me She reminds me of my deceased great-grandfather I was a child with a fucking porcelain doll I was scared, I was scared But I didn't know why I was scared, I was scared Now I understand why Now I understand why Someone gave her a soul Gave her a goddamn soul I always tried to dispose of her but she Always found a way back into my room Someone gave her a soul Gave her a goddamn soul I always tried to dispose of her but she Always found a way back into my room Into my room The older I got the more fear I had She was just made to play but I was afraid One day I locked her up in the attic And deep at night I heard her crying pathetic But I already know that she will turn her head around And I will wake up at night and get an impressive view Into her red shining eyes where my mind pulls me into Now I love her, yeah I love her Cause she's my big role model My big role, my big role model Someone gave her a soul Gave her a goddamn soul I always tried to dispose of her but she Always found a way back into my room She gave me her soul Gave me her goddamn soul She always tried to fear me but now Everything rubs off on me now I am a freak Someone gave her a soul Someone gave her a soul Someone gave her a goddamned soul So beautiful and so cruel She gave me her soul She gave me her soul She gave me her goddamned soul So beautiful and so cruel