When Things Fall Apart

Sometimes I wish I could Explain every time I was misunderstood But then I think twice, it wouldn’t be good I don’t think it’d matter, I don’t think I should It’s no surprise I was never good with words I’d just be shy in the corner Making you mad my biggest concern I’m afraid of your cold shoulder Hard exterior For a soft demeanor Please don’t let me fool you I’ve just seen a lot It’s hard to let people in I care a lot I might care more than I should Try not to think twice But I always remember When things fall apart I lose my cool and I gotta restart It hurts my heart Cause I care what you think of me When things fall apart I know that I can’t fix this But I’m the last to give up And the first to get hurt I’m the last to give up And the first to get hurt Call me stubborn call me dumb Call me naive I’ve heard em all And I wonder if it’s true It could be because I’m young But I’ve been thinking all night long How to protect myself and you They seem so opposite And I can’t seem to find a middle I’m falling down the steps I’m desperately searching for you Can you hold my hand Help me understand how this all works for my favor I’m trying the best I can Help me understand I know you’re making me stronger When things fall apart I lose my cool and I gotta restart It hurts my heart Cause I care what you think of me When things fall apart I know that I can’t fix this But I’m the last to give up And the first to get hurt I’m the last to give up And the first to get hurt