Ghost of Me

Crowded spaces Left no trace Of the person I used to be Stuck in the nightmare Of my own despair Just someone daring to dream I have too much fucking empathy Can never think sensibly Stuck in the same routine Time never stopped Too afraid of what I want Just a version of me so you're pleased Broke through the mirror Just to see myself clearer That I'm more than I've let myself be I don't want to be a ghost of me Most days I miss her I know the days got grimmer But I'm trying my best I know it's not a guarantee I don't want to be a ghost of me Got a call on my phone Caller ID said unknown And all I heard were the whispers Of someone trying to find me To find me Please find me Broke through the mirror Just to see myself clearer That I'm more than I've let myself be I don't want to be a ghost of me Most days I miss her I know the days got grimmer But I'm trying my best I know it's not a guarantee I don't want to be a ghost of me Two tries doesn't make it right Don't want to attend my own funeral tonight I've held it all in And I'm just trying to begin Please don't ask me if I'm okay I swear I'm trying Just make it through the day Just give me one more chance I promise I'll make it last Broke through the mirror Just to see myself clearer That I'm more than I've let myself be Most days I miss her I know the days got grimmer But I'm trying my best I know it's not a guarantee I don't want to be a ghost of me Broke through the mirror Just to see myself clearer That I'm more than I've let myself be I don't want to be a ghost of me Most days I miss her I know the days got grimmer But I'm trying my best I know it's not a guarantee I don't want to be a ghost of me