Beautiful Lies

Found myself here again, I don't know who to blame Is it me? Is my moral compass gone and dead? You're crying and begging me to hold you Meanwhile, I want to run instead I can't help myself to flee You are great, but you don't know me I am not the one you think I am I'm just someone, I'm an ocean of pain And once we're done, you'll drown in my waves I'm sorry that I need to dip I'm sorry that you're not my thing Everywhere I look, I see your face Everywhere I turn, you're in my way It's me in the mirror, hiding from the light of day Why would you want to be like me so badly? All I do is go down Do you want to come down with me? It's not pretty, but at least we won't be lonely The one who falls in love with me Will fall to their bleeding knees I'll take what I can get, and then I'll leave No good for you? It's fine, I'm no good for me But yet we both fell for my beautiful lies 'Cause I'm terrible, aren't I? Aren't I lovely? Lovely Let us believe that Let us forget the ugly I don't need to beg you to love me I can't help myself to flee You are great, but you don't know me Everywhere I look, I see your face Everywhere I turn, you're in my way It's me in the mirror, hiding from the light of day And I'll tell myself over and over again No one can hate me as much as I do I know my secrets I know my lies And they'll die with me