Friend (Experimental track)

I left you crying when I said goodbye Guess I thought I'd be alright, think you'd still be the same in a different life When you said "I'm dating her", I tried to laugh Of course you'd pick a girl with everything I don't have I wouldn't change what I did But that doesn't stop it from hurting I may wish for an ideal I've created When writing songs alone in my basement And I can't stand how our honesty is gone I can't stand how I'm writing you another song I have no right, 'cause I was who left But I hate being your Friend Every time I wake I think I'll see your face It all replays again, the things I'd do to get you out of my head When I wrote that letter I gave you I didn't expect just a "Thank You" I wouldn't change what I did But that doesn't stop it from hurting I may wish for an ideal I've created When writing songs alone in my basement And I can't stand how our honesty is gone I can't stand how I'm writing you another song I have no right, 'cause I was who left But I hate being your Friend But I don't blame you for breaking every promise you made And I try not to scream, knowing you met her when you dated me All the notes in my pocket, you'd just too ignorant to notice I've kept them all this time, pretending you're still mine How could you lie when I held you tight? Every time I break I only see your face Your touch on my skin, trying to burn it away with this ink You're doing everything we used to do Do you tell her you love her, too? How could you lie when I held you tight? Every time I break I only see your face Your touch on my skin, trying to burn it away with this ink You're doing everything we used to do Do you tell her you love her, too?