Smoke

Sometimes words get stuck on the tip of my tongue And I have to force them out, letting fire burn through my lungs And it's even harder when it burns others 'Cause I never wanted us to wound one another But if it does, I'm sorry to refuse that love I just needed to tell you, it wasn't a lie I hope you know that when we say goodnight And just because it's not working Doesn't mean everything will be gone in the morning I know you think you love me, but it'll be alright And these memories will haunt me in the middle of the night And I'll miss you 'cause you made me feel like no one else before But I'm leaving 'cause I know: this will all go up in smoke I wish I could have told you sooner, it was friendship I felt And I'm sorry I didn't know, I'm sorry for my confusion and hope I never had anything to compare it to, so it took me a while to make these tunes I thought it would make it easier to tell you through a song But none of this is easy, not at all I know you think you love me, but it'll be alright And these memories will haunt me in the middle of the night And I'll miss you 'cause you made me feel like no one else before But I'm leaving 'cause I know: this will all go up in smoke I'm scared because I don't want this to mean you'll be gone I'm scared to lose this friendship we own, just because we can't be more I still want out late night talks, hugs in the park, chocolate and movies All of it will stay in my heart I'll cherish everything we did, hoping one day our friendship can rebegin I know you think you love me, but it'll be alright And these memories will haunt me in the middle of the night And I'll miss you 'cause you made me feel like no one has before But I'm leaving 'cause I know: this will all go up in smoke This will all go up in smoke This will all go up in smoke This will all go up in smoke