Restricted

Heart and soul I'm dreaming of you old I'm pessimistic I'm unrealistic Kinda pathetic Watched you go painless watched it all unfold I kinda miss I'm now restricted no intervention We both know that you tried your best I know I was a broken mess I'm now restricted I earned that sentence Had no repentance Now we both act like it's not real Endlessly praying that I'll heal But I'm now restricted Something is missing I miss my best friend Heart and soul I'll never see you grow old Your memory is frozen in the last place you left it I'm so dramatic but I thought that we had it Time goes by I need to stop always getting high I kinda miss I know I shouldn't I'm reminiscent Memories on the wall taking them all down This is not our house happy you got out Leave me in the past now I'll never trust That is not your fault I was made to fall We both know that you tried your best I know I was a broken mess I'm now restricted I earned that sentence Had no repentance Now we both act like it's not real Endlessly praying that I'll heal But I'm now restricted something is missing Sometimes I miss him