I'm The Enemy

Nope, the only things I let inside Are all the things I hide behind, I Rest on pillars raised by pride, by Thinking only thoughts denied It could be real I'd still fake it I build it up just to break it You try to give but I take it I see the truth then mistake it Please be strong for I am weak You must seek the hope and light within the meek I'm an addict lost and locked in safety With an anchor tied on me so I won't see I'm the enemy I'm the enemy I've seen the me I could have been The me before I intervened, now Frayed from fickle self esteem, and Weighted down by all his dreams Precious stream of things to blame Relentless means to point and shame, I've Endless ways to dull the pain, and Keep this sinking ship sustained It could be real I'd still fake it I build it up just to break it You try to give but I take it I see the truth then mistake it Please be strong for I am weak You must seek the hope and light within the meek I'm an addict lost and locked in safety With an anchor tied on me so I won't see I'm the enemy I'm the enemy I'm the enemy I'm the enemy I'm the I carry every chance I've missed Married to a fate dismissed, I've Drowned in destiny adrift, I'm Bound within the lie I live It could be real I'd still fake it I build it up just to break it You try to give but I take it I see the truth then mistake it Please be strong for I am weak You must seek the hope and light within the meek I'm an addict lost and locked in safety With an anchor tied on me so I won't see I'm the enemy I'm the enemy