GHOST (OF ME) (feat. Chemical Youth)

Wake up every morning and I'm feelin just the same Excedrin by the table while the bottle calls my name I don't really know how I got this way I could try to explain it But I don't think you could take it I'm always one day short Just a little too late One step short I can't keep a steady pace Would you love me If I showed you all the pain Or would you leave me in my lonely Mental state Yeah I could try to express it Or I could try to forget it The ones I love the most Don't know who I am One more day One more disappointment Stay or leave It never really mattered to me Cus I'm so good at fucking everything up Again One, two, three you know You'll leave it to me To ruin everything You know it's just what I do And as it's told That's just how it goes When all that's left of me Is this ghost I think I'm dyin alone And no ones there to hold me close And is it my fault Tell me is it my fault Cause I can never relay The words you want me to say to you But goddamn it's so hard One more day And I'm the disappointment One last breath Before I watch you walk out the door One, two, three you know You'll leave it to me To ruin everything You know it's just what I do And as it's told That's just how it goes When all that's left of me Is this ghost When all that's left of me Is this ghost And I'm so sorry that it ends this way But nothing ever changes when I show you my pain So take me back to the place We started I guess I'll tell you now I'm not okay I never thought that it would end This way But maybe If I would have done things different Maybe I should've done things different One, two, three you know You'll leave it to me To ruin everything You know it's just what I do And as it's told That's just how it goes When all that's left of me Is this ghost