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Twenty six I've been chasing kicks and feelins Becoming who I'm bound to be All my life They tell me I've been searching for something That's always been inside of me And if I'd relax I'd see But I'm not sure what that's gotta do with You As far as I can see Isn't far enough for me Who am I To question and ponder all that's outside my control? I struggle to feel whole Suicide I think about it constantly, and I'm so afraid I might But I'm still afraid to die But I'm not sure what that's gotta do with You As far as I can see As far as I can see Isn't far enough for me Unfortunately Don't deceive with belief Knowledge comes with death's release If You leave I can't promise I will be The same man I am when You return When You leave A fool I'll be waiting while knowing You ain't gonna return As far as I can see As far as I can see Isn't far enough for me