but i didn't care

Why are my observations so dry How come I have trouble saying goodbye? Why don't I try to be myself I'll let you know how it goes and if it went well I couldn't do it, I didn't try it I feel so tired and so drained Got to approach you, got to feel it too Trying to see me through this wall Don't treat me like I'm subpar, I'm not withdrawn Do you think I'm one of your play toys, it's too late for you Don't you see me right here, waving hello But you didn't care Well didn't I even really care to say goodbye This wall, that I put up, I put up You don't need to be my person But id really like you to I don't want to see your tears and Feel your sorrow in my neck My only sickness that you have gave me Has been a treat, of so much bliss I feel like talking, always talking I can't imagine my emptiness