fighting for me

You only call when it's convenient, call when you're lonely Call me confused when you say I'm your only Seems you got bored, is it all in my head? When you're not the first guy who's been in my bed And I know you've got People to see and places to be But screw that, news flash I left some good ones who tried it with me I could've fought for you right in that moment Tried it before and it done left me broken Took me a minute to readjust my focus That night I noticed I was fighting for me I was fighting for me I only wanted to know every ounce of your being Wanting to kiss you but make sure there's meaning Say I'm old fashioned, but boy I don't mind Someone else would wait for me regardless and effortlessly I know you've got People to see and places to be but We could forget what I said I'm happy you're happy, it just sucks it's without me I could've waited and left the ball in your court I'd still be used as a body and nothing more You left those marks on my skin I'm more afraid of the ones left within I'm fighting for me I was fighting for me One day Someone's gonna want me For more than just my body To them I'll be somebody One day Someone's gonna love me Enough to hear my songs, wait for every word Figure out where we went wrong 'Cause you could've fought for us right in that moment Been the first person who showed me I'm worth it I know my words come with mild aggression But I've just got one last question If I had waited and left the ball in your court Would you have told me we're just friends and nothing more? You could at least give me that And as a matter of fact I'm fighting for me I'm fighting for me