we both tried

Saw you at the spot, right where we first met You know you still look good, I can't deny that Yeah we had something good, I can't deny that But now I'm doing good, I can't deny I did some thinking, drinking, a bit of sipping, tripping All the things about you that I hated now I'm doing it too And now and then, when I'm all alone in my room I think about all of the moments that I held onto you We had it alright, we had it well Gave you a shoulder to lean on when both your eyes would swell It took me months to feel it out and get you out that shell I think between both you and me, I was the one that fell Harder than most, I held you close Lost in delusion, you know how this goes Nobody knows, I overdose You never loved me the same and it shows I can't be your alibi So baby this is my goodbye You felt good to me, oh my No asking why, well, we both tried I took your pain as if it was my own I took your dirty language and that tone I took your imperfections, made you own them I took you to the room and we would Talk about your hopes and dreams, whether that included me Talk about the label and the terms of exclusivity Talk about the whether you and I would fit together Talk about the way we're only in it for the pleasure Now we're bluffing, fronting, a bit of touching, loving All the things about the situation that would leave me confused And now and then, I wonder if you're thinking it too I think about the moments that I held onto you You let me go, you let me grow I was too young, but now I think I know Enough for my own, I'm well off alone You never loved me the same and it shows I can't be your alibi So baby this is my goodbye You felt good to me, oh my No asking why, well, we both tried