Thinking Overtime

How come I can't find a way to talk to you right now Everything I try to say just won't make its way out I'm looking for the words to free exactly what's on my mind But I'm thinking that it just might take a little while Baby I know that you want me to open up so you can heal my heart But you know that I have trouble speaking up and honey that's not your fault I've been mistreated and I've been deceived into thinking its not okay To let go of what's inside, now I'm thinking overtime I keep looking for new ways to make sure I don't drowned Feelings that I never knew overwhelm me now And I may drive you far away, I'm still holding onto pain But I don't wanna be afraid, done with tryna run away Baby I know that you want me to open up so you can heal my heart But you know that I have trouble speaking up and honey that's not your fault I've been mistreated and I've been deceived into thinking its not okay To let go of what's inside, now I'm thinking overtime Thinking overtime, thinking overtime, thinking over My mind, my mind, my mind, my mind Thinking overtime, thinking overtime, thinking over My mind, my mind, my mind, my mind Baby I know that you want me to open up so you can heal my heart But you know that I have trouble speaking up and honey that's not your fault I've been mistreated and I've been deceived into thinking its not okay To let go of what's inside, now I'm thinking overtime