Hard to Love

I was living in a fantasy Where you'd be there for me But it wasn't real Queen of the castle You made me imagine I radiated diamonds But look at where it got us Lying through your teeth like it was a mystery I can't let it go, what you did It was cruel and I'm wondering how You make it hard to love you anyway Never gave me space to be who I wanted And I kept holding on to what we were Would you treat me better Now you make it hard to love somebody else I painted the picture without you in it Little did I know That you walked out my life When I was drowning Guess some people never change But look at where it got us Lying through your teeth like it was a mystery I can't let it go, what you did It was cruel and I'm wondering how You make it hard to love you anyway Never gave me space to be who I wanted And I kept holding on to what we were Would you treat me better Now you make it hard to love somebody else You never wanted me to grow Had to keep me all to yourself Like I was a trophy Could never let you hold me back Had to pave my own path And it was worth it You make it hard to love you anyway Never gave me space to be who I wanted And I kept holding on to what we were Would you treat me better Now you make it hard to love somebody else But somebody else is gonna love me in the right way And I can't wait to see the girl I'll be on that day