Pen 2 Paper (Soft)

Pen to paper makes it concrete It’s time to write it You don’t want me I’ll scratch it out but I know better Goodbye hurts for now But so does rotting here together I hate to know when you’re alone And still you won’t, still you won’t call me What changes on the nights you pick up the phone Who reminds you that you’re lonely? I know it ain’t me I know it can’t be Had nightmares of this Suddenly I know the feeling I know it ain’t me I know it can’t be Had nightmares of this Suddenly wish I was dreaming Save me the “it’s not you its me” Fingers crossed you don’t feel weak Quiet night, active mind, when she leaves Run your mouth so you feel better Blame the timing, doubt, your mouth Your need to please, whatever I hate to know you’re in control Of when my phone, when my damn phone rings What changes on the nights you decide to call Who reminds you that you’re lonely? I know it ain’t me I know it can’t be Had nightmares of this Suddenly I know the feeling I know it ain’t me I know it can’t be Had nightmares of this Suddenly wish I was dreaming Spare me the “it’s not you its me” No, you never told me lies It just didn’t cross your mind No, you never told me lies You just failed to mention I’m not your type I know it ain’t me I know it can’t be Had nightmares of this Suddenly I know the feeling I know it ain’t me I know it can’t be Had nightmares of this Suddenly wish I was dreaming Spare me the “it’s not you its me”