Life Doesn't Get Better, you do (feat. SYEKO)

And, I've been down and out While my thoughts on a roundabout, my head can't get out the clouds The perky killed Bryce, I just found it out And, I'm drivin' home feelin' like I'm drowning now And, I'm backtrackin', tryna think where I went wrong My parents just split up, and I ain't stayin' strong And, Litto solved the drugs, he still too fucked up I swear I'm feelin' powerless, I can't move on Maybe that's just where I need to be Acceptin' that there's things bigger than me God I know you're somewhere, can you hear me callin' I can't feel a thing, I keep on fallin' Turn my life into a shit show Voices in my head, I'm goin' schizo I never listen when they tellin' me to quit, though Kept it pushin' for Ray, Tammy, and big bro Given the gift of desperation, couldn't trust myself Remember thinkin' the only God I had was myself Then he came to me in need, and shit, I read the message Now all I can do is just accept the blessings Had to take inventory and peer resentments Had to realize they was unaffordable expenses My balance sheet was fucked, so I turned it over Along with the habits from when I wasn't sober Life don't get better, you do I learn how to deal with the unusual No matter what happens, life is beautiful It's all about your reaction to what you're going through Then I had to clear my side of the street Forgive the people that was lyin' to me Payback all the people that I stole from then And, made a livin' amends as a retiring thief Now, I'm startin' to feel comfortable in my skin again Made a promise, won't put no one through that shit again Now, I'm makin' sure their strength is what I give to them It don't get better until you start becoming a better man Life don't get better, you do I learn how to deal with the unusual No matter what happens, life is beautiful It's all about your reaction to what you're going through