Oxygen (One, Two, Three)

I just need some oxygen, I just need to breathe I just need to understand there's nothing wrong with me I just need to take it slow, you just need to see All I have to do is count, one, two, three Help with this depression, I don't know how to suppress it I need to find a way out, if I don't then I'll regret it Can't forget it, they all said it, this kid's got problems So I light another cigarette and wait to hit the bottom I suffer with anxiety, it gives me no sobriety And I can't take it mentally, so I lose grip on reality What a sight to see Pop this pill and magically, I no longer feel like I am a fucking little tragedy Acting mechanically, I no longer feel panicky I answer every question that you give me sarcastically This fight is hopeless, trying to get you to notice I really need to know whether or not I'm losing focus The doctor's diagnosis, it was down to my psychosis Wish I could hocus pocus and try to expose this Just dispose of this, I owe this to my kids I need to live the life I feel I really want to live I just need some oxygen, I just need to breathe I just need to understand there's nothing wrong with me I just need to take it slow, you just need to see All I have to do is count, one, two, three Feel so weak, when things look this bleak I need to talk but all I do is bite my cheek Chew my tongue, hold my breath, just let me speak Clear my lungs, exhale, and let go of this heat I'm waking in the morning, taking all this medication I go to work, step on the bus, and I just feel sedated Paranoia makes them talk, what did I do? Why am I hated There's no joy in this life when you're constantly deflated I don't wanna sit and talk, I just wanna sit and drink I find it hard when I'm trying not to care what they think I'm sick of being stuck in this infinite loop It feels like nothing changes, man, no matter what I do No more laughing, here we go, here's the truth of the matter All I ever think about is a noose and a ladder Thought I'd be making history but I'm living in misery Thought it would be the stage for me but my ego's got injuries I just need some oxygen, I just need to breathe I just need to understand there's nothing wrong with me I just need to take it slow, you just need to see All I have to do is count, one, two, three One, two, three