Numb

Summer was the time for us To run around, act younger than our age Lasted maybe a week before everything in my life changed Everyone was there, holding my hand as my heart began to tear in two Something in my head told me to keep keep keep pushing through And I'll keep keep my head held high And I'll pretend that I'm oh so fine please know that it is a lie They say I'm strong I say I'm numb I feel that empty hole inside Where my heart came from I've fallen before But i got back up But now I just sit here And laugh it off We never expected to go down this awful broken path Never thought it would be like this having to hold all my tears back I paste a smile on my face and ask if I can help with that I am here to be here for you and there's no other reason for that And I'll keep keep my head held high And I'll pretend that I'm oh so fine please know that it is a lie They say I'm strong I say I'm numb I feel that empty hole inside Where my heart came from I've fallen before But i got back up But now I just sit here And laugh it off I really hope it will be all be okay one day But for now I stay and stand here in the rain Like I'm supposed to I really hope it will be my turn soon To stand in the sun like I used to Ill wait for you