Get To Heaven

When I get to heaven If I'm not too much of a lost cause When I get to heaven Remember me the way I was I've been lost and I've been stumbling in the garden Looking for the light, looking for the light I've been hoping all my mistakes could be pardoned That my wrongs might turn out right But I I can't seem to find The world I've left behind I cry My words lost to the wind When I get to heaven If I'm not too much of a lost cause When I get to heaven Remember me the way I was I've been poring over all the definitions That I attract Wondering if they match up To who I'm trying to be I'm just trying to be someone better for you But I fall down and relapse I wasn't always like this I used to make you proud The more I try to fight it The more I start to drown When I get to heaven If I'm not too much of a lost cause When I get to heaven Remember me the way I was When I get to heaven Get to heaven Remember me the way I was When I get to heaven Get to heaven Remember me the way I was When I get to heaven Will I get to heaven? Will I? Will I?