GDO

GDO Let me take you back to the year two O sixteen That trip down memory lane will help tell what GDO mean Just finished high school I'm waiting on the finals results I know I barely studied now I had a rapid pulse Was chilled until I heard results dropping that week I'm sure I fainted coz that night I swear lacked sleep Then hyphen apped me wake the f*ck up you passed I saw the dummie's message when I woke up yeah and I laughed Then I checked and it turned out it was true Told my bro who was sleeping we was sharing the bedroom He got excited like he the one that passed and told momma I've never seen her that happy she expect that I'd cause trauma I was trying to rub it in but then she was too busy hugging She called the blood and friends her ecstacy stopped me from bugging Of course I got congrats and what you wanna do" the subject And if I was gonna be local I had no idea what it was I wanted to do I was indecisive Almost took a gap year the way I took my fucking time and The only school I applied to accepted me for business But response from sponsorship was taking me a minute Just to tell me they indefinitely ain't sponsoring that selected course It's enrollment time school's starting was in a mess of course So I had to choose a new one quick and since I don't know what to ride with I decided to go for Bachelor of Science So I have time to decide and advance my chances of going overseas Was under pressure but I knew I had to oversee it But they told me it's too congested can't be enrolled to that So I had to change again only had 12 hours to plan So I heard nursing's first year was basically BSc So I thought I'd still change courses as I proceed Into my sophomore and yeah my first year was the time of my life I fucked around and shit so much I might've lost a wife Shit but that's a different tale Now done with first year I'm shocked that I didn't fail Tried switching courses internally started forgetting Yale It was too long of a shot and at the time I was derailed And plus I started feeling like maybe I shouldn't do this I'm just putting up for my mother otherwise screw this Had times where I looked in the mirror and just wondered "who this" Though it was my decision I didn't fucking choose this But anyway it's too late time to change my sponsorship contract I had to keep bugging them coz they wasn't keeping contact Year 2's begun can't register finances ain't cleared Went down to sponsors' office so my mom's could go hear What the hold up was it's been three weeks since school commenced Then she called to tell me they said I cannot change since I'll be doing first year the second time that ain't they're policy And the whole world collapsed that is how I felt probably So I registered for classes ain't had a sad moment in a minute dawg Imagine doing something you just ain't fucking with at all Was even home for a week feeling like Ice cube one Friday Had a morning glory had to start my day the fucking right way Sat next to a cute shawty on my way to school Even holla'ed on the highways took her number she was cool Arrived chilled out the class waiting for my lecturer to land Music on shuffle my mind wandered back to the plan Lecturer walking into class but I walked out to the loo Coz there was something in my mind not coz i had to go poop Rinsed my face over the sink looked in the mirror I'm thinking What the f*ck am I doing here man this shit just isn't What I should be doing chilled out on the benches to reflect I knew what I really wanted and this just isn't it Felt like they was trying to trap me into something that ain't my passion This ain't something that I planned what the f*ck goddamnit This just simply ain't what I am about Shit started thinking that I gotta drop out Shit I gotta drop out I gotta drop out (F*ck this shit) I'm in an exam room revisited the plan dude And realize this shit ain't for me and even wrote a rap dude On the question paper knowing life will test me later But every dream comes with a price and sacrifices must be made bruh Walked out early they probably thought I really killed that exam Nah I'm just crazy thinking I can make it from killing raps I left a route that wasn't mine I was like f*ck the highway Like a spoiled little brat I decided I want it my way I want it my way I just want it my way I want it my way yeah