As Real As It Gets

Lately I been on F*ck my feelings get the bag Lately I been cutting off n***a that did me bad Lately I been focused on a different path No more wondering Why it didn't last Lately I been moving past my past Remember when I was suicidal And I gotta laugh Lately if I'm being honest Life ain't been bad I guess I just had to get past all that My greatest enemy Was the man in the mirror Had to kill my ego To see me clearer Vibrating on a higher a plane I ain't really into holistic shit But I be praying Gotta be a God Cause ain't no way Never would of survived if I had it my way Black man in America Just another tragedy But god got me Maybe the vision is too big for you to see Or too far off Maybe I'm too far gone Could I reall be one of the chosen ones Either way at the top is only room for one What better being wealthy or being alone If you gain the world Do you really lose your soul I guess it's Only one way You could truly know Lately I been on F*ck my feelings get the bag Lately I been cutting off n***a that did me bad Lately I been focused on a different path No more wondering Why it didn't last Lately I been moving past my past Remember when I was suicidal And I gotta laugh Lately if I'm being honest life ain't been bad I guess I just had to get past all that