Can't Go Back

They say you can never go home again And never understand it refusin to go within And nothin was ever the same true But I ain't never done nothin to look through the same view, shit'll change you They really maim you, feel like ya can't move I'm actin like these desires already came true I'm actin like these emotions ain't get the best of me I'm actin like I don't get it like baby let em eat Cake too, nobody stopping me from a break through Prayed too many times bout it to not take root Lift off, live once, liftin the champagne flutes Came from the bottom to fuckin you in a great room Done playin possum the giant ain't sleeping anymore Real peace filled days, all I ask, is many more Know what was alluded to this is God's plan baby And it's movin you, bubblin like a pop can baby Question every rule that they set, it's on the bucket list So tell me I can never go back cuz I don't fuckin miss So tell me that you love me I dare you I'll show you loyalty And I'll show you the Queen that you are get used to royalty Fucked up royally dug a deep hole Losin my mind I'm paranoid livin lookin through the peep hole Know I'm not crazy and that's the worst part Think I need to serve God, maybe he can save me from these cursed thoughts Kiss you on your birthmark, tell you that it's okay Just look at the backyard, swimmin pools and croquet Rid me of my black heart, hold me till the sun rise I give you my word now, never catch me unwise Hope you like the new me, unalive the old me Never question this love, butterflies are so deep And leveling up hurts, so I learned how to love pain And I'm the only one I'm interested in in upstaging