Therapy Sessions

Therapy sessions these Confessions it gotta be blessing On my life because today I'm clearly undressing My life as a whole It was a fight for my soul Looking for slam dunk Not light fingers roll Got older realized It counted for the same points Need my cake to rise Looking to chase coins Like a Mario brother It was scary my brother Money was on my mind But the money wasn't mine Willing to do what needed to do Wasn't scared of dying Taking short cut like Ricky Boyz in the hood My Ideas own endorsement seem Good Until they die like abortions Now my beliefs so sore Sucked the life outta me Feel like a jagged edge It gotta be The worst feeling ever It's hurts saying never Ever....ever... Take past life out on a stretcher Let past life flight to hell and Heaven Mentally locked bars Like Klondike tell confessions Memories got Scars yall like it's a get better The audacity of you, The blasphemy of you What's the use of seeing A therapist Feel like you're laughing f*ck You I apologize for that man This level of stress damn Hard time with death fam Would I like to go in depth EHhhhhh Flowing Tears eyes glossy like a Meth-head Go ahead chasing ghost mr and Mrs pac-man Speaking of Mr and Mrs I would be remissed if I failed to mention i Can't be Dismissive We were strong as ever Built a bond together In a pond of feathers Man we should've been Swann's Forever Loved her Ponytail big ears and Braces She hated her flaws I saw her Greatness Our picture complimented her left Sides her favorite Fascinated her Names the Continent of the Himalayas Saw her as a goddess she laughed Didn't think so Stretch marks on her belly strips Like a bengal Those marks of beauty Adorn changing clothes Losing her Turing A Boy II a man let it snow Its cold world of mysteries I see the beauty Mr freeze Or frozen Elsa Disney Question marks like riddle me Most come together easily....silly Me Every day I feel like GOD got a Pop quiz Is it that he hates me or I'm one Of his top kids Lee Lee text me scriptures cuz You got this You have GOD's FAVOR become A locksmith The master keys within you know How lock get Like Called off engagement I Can't not Miss Woke by a big sound of rumbling Thunder At a trucker stop sleeping like I'm homeless wondering What's the next destination My mind travel everywhere Then I come back with a bunch Of souvenirs Kind of Like Them coming back BBL and veneers Nothing fake about me Authentic Mitchell and ness Speaking truth causing a ripple Effect My mind play tricks I'm missing Her sex She loved making love to me Kisses my neck Soul ties there but scared to death I don't know why man my vision A mess Her theories with libras and Aries Horoscopes I feel so horrible I'm sure you know Cause Talking to a women feel Like I've been cheating And seeing her with another Makes me Cringe peaking But I'm happy for her I'm no Longer the Grimm reaper I loved her no bluffing I really Really mean it Done No discussion she's really Finally leaving I'm so crippling.....Paraplegic My dark side is pitch black Wanted my lick back On My uncle Who stood back And Watched Chris get clapped Nigga wanna shake hands Dad says relax But didn't hesitate grabbing the Strap whooping my ass Now he's martin Luther king Nigga what up with that Laid off Took it out on me I wasn't Cutting his checks Funny way to gain respect Children get none of that I forgive my dad and support him Being a reverend Speaking of ministry William's A Great man A little rough Around the edges No one's a made man All accounts think of the lives he Save damn GOD reward for him With the family I wish I had I miss Antione's annoying knocks At the door Took it's for granted Now he's gone with the lord Fighting addictions cut deep like Knife insisions Fight for living But living was just existing Doctors said Josh at best would Live in a group home Now he's living on his own Perform as. Jswann Goes from city to city his way of Touring They slept on him now they're Awake from snoring Slim-O in the limo Here's his memo When he's ready rap I'll listen to His demo I'll love him the same if you're Talkative as I Or he's quiet as a mime I'll learn the signs Goal and trials Just want em all to eat Golden Corral Moni Mya those my golden girls No need to be timid come out of Their shell Keep kicking with precision holy Grail Taylor everyone's always says She's my Favorite Its nonsense but I do think she's The bravest I just admire her depiction of Greatness And the fact we have identical Faces Me and her mom favorite album Carl Thomas emotional Try to control them Don't ignore her emotions tho She'll become a loose cannon Wit Emotion overload They'll say she's Wild-in-out And she'll say wait till I'll come For more... Yes She was brought up in a two Parents household But it wasn't her two parents Sometimes she felt cold Now her parents the best of friend She's 20 years old Like Dude WTF happened 20 Years ago Can't give her a great explanation But here my Goal To make up for lost time granted Parole For that last few years we been On a roll It's like Coming to America Watching her soul glow you Know