Feelings

This is not it I hate having these feelings Make me human I’m realer than my life is Going blind to bullshit don’t waste my time If I ain’t gaining add up next time maybe I’ll slide by Shawty you told me you was down but why’d you up and dip Had me finding what my problem was looking for some years Going blind losing myself you was the problem that’s why I dipped I don’t need you but I wanted you baby your time is past tense I love you but I hate you girl you told me that you loved me Turned your back up on me then you left it’s like abandonment Don’t you down talk me was there you weren’t there for me I smoke on one cause it helps me been popping pills barely Baby you know you told me that we would be forever I should’ve seen the signs my people said I can do better I been after that cheddar you couldn’t even tell You thought I wanted to leech oh no oh no no ma’am Got to get my life together Baby you told me all lies but I knew better Even when I lied I owned up to show better Whatever happened to being my wife for the better Ugh This is not it I hate having these feelings Make me human I’m realer than my life is Going blind to bullshit don’t waste my time If I ain’t gaining add up next time maybe I’ll slide by Shawty you told me you was down but why’d you up and dip Had me finding what my problem was looking for some years Going blind losing myself you was the problem that’s why I dipped I don’t need you but I wanted you your time is past tense I wanted you to treat you right to turn you to my wife Baby you so icy I’m a artic boy for life Hate having feelings but it makes us human it’s called life Other fishes in the sea I know one of them just right While you trying to ruin life I’m living my life right Don’t want you might think twice Can’t fall for you not this time Tell me why we can’t talk You want to argue I think not Ignoring you so chill out Why you so defensive calm down I thought you was going to stay You played with my brain Ugh This is not it I hate having these feelings Make me human I’m realer than my life is Going blind to bullshit don’t waste my time If I ain’t gaining add up next time maybe I’ll slide by Shawty you told me you was down but why’d you up and dip Had me finding what my problem was looking for some years Going blind losing myself you was the problem that’s why I dipped I don’t need you but I wanted you your time is past tense I loved you