Trust Issues

Ignore words and watch actions Beauty and brains are what I find attractive People will steal your heart and stab it and that's tragic So I disappear like its magic I keep my circle small and watch who I get involved Less is more simply and that's how the whole problem solved Cuz they don't love you like they say they do Like a bride running from the groom Leaving him at the altar his futures altered But I'm just a college student I know nun 'bout Diamond rings and white linens and things On one knee and asking marry me Maybe one day but not today ok Taking my time like fine wine from grapevines For now I'm working out these issues Making sure that no matter what I never get misused First things first humbly I'm the realest That's why my most honest conversations are in the mirror Not to invalidate your opinion just my intuition is telling me I don't need to listen to you It's not that I don't I have no feeling for em But honestly I just feel that you're I'll informed I can't afford to put the situation in your hands Understand that I'm a man with confidence And it's much needed in this world packed with schemers I'm just a dreamer in world lacking of leaders Thank Jesus been blessed since a fetus Fighting demons praying everyday that I beat 'em I don't need them like a band aid when I ain't bleeding For no reason people switch up more than the seasons Cuz they don't love me like they say they do Like a crook trying scam a fool Taking up all his money and acting funny Fleeing the scene of the crime and leaving him with nothing And now he bankrupt learned that the world is corrupt Chewed up spit out regurgitated and threw up Such a screw up is what is felt that he grew up To be scammed so easy that's demeaning So I'm just working out these issues Making sure that no matter what I never get misused