Issues S&R

I got demons all around me and I'm friends with them Sit around tables and make plans with them Go over plans and make bands with them now I'm tryna make a couple hundred grand with them Nigga tell me where y'all at When a boy had to scrap to eat Niggas tried to give me halos Now I walk like master chief But actually I'm a glitch up in my system Feel like Neo in the Matrix I'm the chosen one who did it I got issues baby My grandma tried to go to church She wanted me join her but forgot that I do Devil's work Everything I touched has turned to ash so I can't settle first Cause imma make some gold dust with whatever code he wrote up there And I can't trust these new people My issues making issues So I can't speak no evil I'm irritant, irritated, and militant Mad-eyed moody vigilant How the f*ck am I in my own heart but I'm an immigrant It's crazy right How I can go be shady like My heart go pretend to love and afterwards can't do baby right I'm evil and I'm prepared to go to hell My mind wanders and ponders those who seek to send me there These issues Are one's I can't just throw away My momma said you can't buy happiness but money paid the way for small smiles These glimpses of the truth Money paid the way for music cause my heart was black and blue No chorus on this shit because I'm scared of what I'll do If I stop just for a moment and let this song go chop and screw At everything that keeps the tears away That keeps the dark at bay That helps me go from day to day These fakes smiles they love so much That take they breath away I'm a heavy fucking soul and I'm prepared to scatter brains I'm a lot farther from controlled Than many people think My soul be on the brink Filled with hate so I can't think It looks like Ganon is ruling Hyrule So people see me as missing Link and I don't wanna die I'm not suicidal I just don't understand why I got these issues