Smile Blue

To smile... in the most painful condition takes more than a hero, its something angelic To Hide the pain, that’s a trait of a hero To take the blame by yourself or even with a crew A smirk to say I'm going through a thing or two Keep it moving with a smile jack, Smile Blue To Hide the pain, that’s a trait of a hero To take the blame by yourself or even with a crew A smirk to say I'm going through a thing or two Keep it moving with a smile jack, Smile Blue I got some hommies that just smile when they be going through A great depression in they mind that I relate too Wanting more, from life its so much more in store A constant loop of punching clocks and even taken sips Friends that ignore the signs you been showing em since Its been some years and you sick of your career… Blue To one day have a wife and kids… True Stress free up in crib… who Aye man I'm talking to you, know I appreciate the smiles when you feeling so blue Just let it all work out and keep on striving my dude When you up when down, God will push you on through I got respect for you king, if you need anything From a brother To a brother from another, bond is proof We can flip that thing to a positive too... Extraordinary for a moment when you smiling so blue To Hide the pain, that’s a trait of a hero To take the blame by yourself or even with a crew A smirk to say I'm going through a thing or two Keep it moving with a smile jack, Smile Blue To Hide the pain, that’s a trait of a hero To take the blame by yourself or even with a crew A smirk to say I'm going through a thing or two Keep it moving with a smile jack, Smile Blue This year been crazy 2020 COVID-19 Mask on mask off call it quarantine Increasing cases, crossing boarders and over the seas Schools shutting down, people ding from 90 to 3 What to believe, world government plotting a scheme Is it war, but in justice ain't justice for means Should I ignore til its breaking the cells in my being Even while working while I'm whipping the reaching machine I took a break a break and added five to my 15 I hit the cig and exhaled with a smoke screen I saw my homie walking to the car about to leave In the passenger another member of the team They pulled off I couldn’t catch em so swiftly and clean It's 9:01 now vehicular sirens just reign I caught a vibe, I was praying and asking grace An omen aura as I'm working they area space To Hide the pain, that’s a trait of a hero To take the blame by yourself or even with a crew A smirk to say I'm going through a thing or two Keep it moving with a smile jack, Smile Blue In these long days and long nights I feel all my energy drain in my life The more I touch the more I lose Pride battered and heart bruised In times of past present and future My soul longs what to do So many relationships I’ve caused pain to Many nights spent alone blue So selfless yet selfish in moments I'm most needed As I realize, my suffering was caused from self-inflicted wounds still bleeding