Until You Know

Today I looked over my shoulder Hoping you'd be sitting in I almost felt like I could see you Can you see me Been trying to get rid of without you in it But I can't even make no sense of it I swear a whole chunk of my body Will never stop responding Bet on myself, entertainment You don't know until you know You don't know You don't know B-O-M-E-J-R True Feels You don't know the feeling You don't know until you know You don't know until you know True Feels You don't know the feeling Feeling that you feel when you lose someone you love the most And you ain't even healing You ain't even healing You ain't even healing You don't know the feeling Feeling that you feel when you lose someone you love the most And you ain't even healing You ain't even healing True feels A lot of shit changed when JAMO die Quan told me I'm the only one that's seeing it through my eyes So Ain't gon' be surprised when they don't understand When I speak my mind Ain't gon' understand No, they don't realize I can feel them building every time I go and visit your grave Even though they tell me that you in a better place They just keep on falling, falling, falling, falling Just keep falling, falling, falling, falling I know we living in the last days Know it won't be long, we not here to stay This cold world, mama know this bills still gotta get paid I keep on telling her it's gon' be okay But she heard that same shit yesterday And I guess it's time for me to demonstrate Put this shit on my back and I'm gone lead the way The more they hate, the more we elevate I sent them balloons up to heaven gates I wrote on mine you know the family's straight Even though I talk to God almost every day I still had to ask why it had be this way I know he working in mysterious ways I guess that's why me, Ashley, edd, and Dre Stop by your bedside before you past away You never said goodbye, but that was your way That was your way That was your way That was your way That was your way You don't know the feeling Feeling that you feel till you lose someone you love And you ain't start to healing You don't know until you know You don't know until you know You don't know until you know You don't know until you know True feels