Grey Life

There is no more rest in me. Today I question society. Tried to take all the dead-end paths. Tried to see my possibilities. Every door slammed in my face. The words they spoke added to the weight, I carry on this back of mine. I feel it will break any time. Nothing that I do can help me. Everything in this world seems against me. Where is the chance I need? Torn to pieces by this reality. Nothing that I do can help me. Everything in this world seems against me. I used to drown in dreams. Now close to accepting defeat Grey Life What am I to do? Where am I to go? This life is cold and grey. Losing hope so soon