Dear Diary

the sun sets, reality becomes tactile the bitter taste of life is killing the smile on my face shaken up by reality but never give up no matter how hard it will be there's no way to escape, there is no shortcut all of sudden everything changes and from now on every breath feels so strange a stab in the back without warning fall asleep and hope all is forgotten in the morning I'm paralyzed I close my eyes and try to set the time back I just want to fall into a deep sleep wake up and realize that everything was just a nightmare somebody take this away from me these cursed ups and downs this mental pressure, sometimes hope drowns how long does it still take till the chains around my neck break broken mirrors – I can't see the reality clearly millions of sharp pieces are starring at me please, I can't bear to see you fall again but I know you'll never give up never!