December

This was my dream as long as I know you?no doubts at all, These times were over This is my end, this sight was like a nightmare I had the pictures in my head?drawn by faith and trust, Shaped by my conviction?is this my blame Can it be so simple I never realized it I see my visions melting down Can not keep it in my hands this is like a fuckin' dream The drips of my future pulling me down Encircled by reality, I'm diving in my past This sight was a nightmare This sight tattered my heart into rags Open windows howling at me I see my fears become reality My lungs are filled by pain and sorrow By tears and broken fuckin' aims I hope one day we will see us again some day Is this the end And I ask myself Would you look at me Would you remember my face Just look me in the eyes, one last time Everything faded to an ugly grey I never expected an end like this.