Chaos Theory

DARK SMOKE BLIND MY EYES WON'T LET ME SEE IF ITS HARD TO FIND ALL THE SECRETS IN MY HEAD TO SAVE MY SELF AN HELP ME TO DESPAIR FULL OF PAIN FULL OF GRACE , SHES IN THE AIR DOWN IN A HOLE ,ILL BE WAITING THERE FOR YOU LOOKING ON MY CHILDHOOD BOOKS TO BURN THE PAST AN GET ME THROUGH PLEASE COME ON AND TAKE ME NOW!!!! BEFORE I LOSE MYSELF AND BREAK ME DOWN SOME SECRETS TOLD , CAN YOU TELL ME IF I'M WRONG IS DARK AND SLOW , THE KIND OF PLACE WHERE I BELONG [CHORUS:] RACKED MY HEAD , NOT MY DAY , CANNOT SEE IT WAS OUT THERE, HARD TO KNOW ,HARD TO CRAWL , OR SHE MAKES ME DISAPPEAR SOME SECRETS TOLD , WILL SHOW YOU IF AM I WRONG IS DARK AND SLOW , THE KIND OF DEATH WHERE I BELONG [CHORUS:] RACKED MY HEAD , NOT MY DAY , CANNOT SEE IT WAS OUT THERE, HARD TO KNOW ,HARD TO CRAWL , OR SHE MAKES ME DISAPPEAR