OPEN LETTER

You're who I choose to trust Stuck in wanderlust Find my way back to you every time Not even in the physical Girl just my mind I ain't complaining This is most of the time Like really I made a mess of situations Broke your trust in half I could feel the hesitation when you start to laugh You could call me selfish I just want my homie back And I'm working on myself so lemme show you that I know it's super wack And you done told me that I'm tripping Liquor had me feeling optimistic And you put me in my place Had a stupid look up on my face I think you seent it You wiped a smile up on my face I must be dreaming I been thinking really deep about how I really feel I could stare at you for hours We should make a deal But the cards ain't in my hands and I just fucked it up I just worried and I hoped if you still had some love for me still Do you have some love for me still? Do you have some love for me still? As long as I keep it real with ya Do you have some love for me? Do you have some love for me still? Before I go farther let's, Come up with some order We grew up with problems Descended in autumn But grew thanks to all them And all I could say is I'm feeling a way if you're up for some talking Definitive moves that I lacked in the past got you moving with caution But I feel you close Like an itch in my soul Girl you leave me in awe Way too much left to say to you And I don't know where to start I know I fucked up our friendship but you got a place in my heart You know I'm a trip when you're missing You know that we're different apart Can't tell you how to feel but you have some kinda importance Like I need to know you're okay in this life and if not I live cautious I be trippin Shit been different Since I been missing you Still Do you have some love for me still? Do you have some love for me still? As long as I keep it real with ya Do you have some love for me? Do you have some love for me? I tried my hand I played my cards I fucked up I was tryna play god Tryna control I was tryna Hold you and keep you away from the stress and the pain that my life holds I can't control I lost myself in the mold In the flow I lost my faith If there's anything that I can say That I'm hoping you don't run away As the sun sets on the bullshit Then the sun rise and you walked in The best advice you gave me was to love myself more I didn't listen I was tripping Couldn't take it no more I thought I could make a difference in the cycle of flaws Generational curses and the damage we cause Everyday I think about you I felt stupid of course I always push you away when I get my feelings involved I feel this attraction to you so I'm just beefing with God I feel comfort in your presence if we near or we far You're so passionate in life In living In purpose I love you 'cause you're you You've perfected your imperfect You've been watering your flowers All these feelings make me nervous My life brings me back to you and it's always really been worth it for real Catalyst Sunflower Muse Don't ever ever stop being you Catalyst Sunflower Muse Don't you ever stop being you