What is real anymore

I'm just so tired of all the fake shit Everything being fake Everybody being fake This just ain't how life should be Perception ain't perfect Hope that it was worth it Learned so many lessons Got me questioning every decision Left with some type of misdirection Always another struggle with depression In my head I start to second guess and question I'm drowning in the deep end Know you could probably care less Wonder when that'll sink in Relentlessly we struggle But y'all still thinking the same thing Y'all still stuck on fairy tales made up of other fairy tales Y'all so stuck in your old ways They say that old habits die hard If that's true then y'all Bruce Willis I'm more like Keanu Most of y'all take the blue pill, but I'd take the red one I ain't scared to die no more, nah I ain't afraid I'd rather die than be alive in this life Nothing comes without sacrifice and nothing comes without pain You make sure, listen, you make sure no matter What the f*ck life throws at you You never give the f*ck up It's a real cold world that might steal your soul so you better Keep it close as life takes its toll Every moments soaked in sadness It's as if it was never made for happiness Maybe I've just seen too much Maybe it just seems as such Lately I've been losing touch Been losing my mind Every day it's getting harder to find I feel like I'm blind It's just a matter of time, but it don't matter I'm fine Like wine I'm getting better with age This is just a love letter I'm waiting on better days And I don't care what the weather says Cause in my head it's always stormy skies and gloomy vibes I never let the doom consume me Just know it's always looming Always been bad at goodbyes Always thinking about that one song And I'm still here singing sad songs Still here listening to the rain wishing the past gone or Wishing for something that'll really take the pain away Cause the drugs ain't really helping anyway And maybe I just need a get away From the memories, from the mundane, from the day to day Sometimes it feel like time starts to slip away So I got to get a grip before I let it all fade away Fade away Fade away Fade away