When did it all change

Got a text then next second you were leaving Said you loved me, guess you didn't mean it Guess it's my fault, maybe I should've seen it A mile away, but I didn't wanna believe it I loved you at one time, but that times in the past Roll it up, roll it up, smoke a blunt then I roll another up Can't be sober so I got to stay high, every day and every fucking night When did it all change when I met you, you were all the rage But when I look back, I feel like I've been played And when I look forward, I know there's better days or so I'm told Drugs and tattoos, numb the pain you caused me Drugs and tattoos, numb the pain that you caused me Drugs and tattoos, numb me up baby, depressed as usual, more so lately Don't care if you hate me, don't care if you love me Been in my feelings lately, I don't wanna talk Don't wanna get out of bed, don't wanna think no more (no more) I'm stuck in my head, (my head) overthinking about every little thing you said Overthinking about all the plans that we made The things we could've done if you stayed And I ain't even tryna throw shade Drugs and tattoos, numb the pain you caused me (caused me) Lighters up, lighters up, this is the part where I do not give a f*ck This is the part where I do not think about her This is the part where I'm finally moving on When did it all change when I met you, you were all the rage But when I look back, I feel like I've been played And when I look forward, I know there's better days or so I'm told