Teary Day

I can't stand another chance I'll be dang if I did I staid ten toes down only one toe got me limping I guess I can say that I made it it'll be mess up if I didn't All these thoughts and feelings and insecurities kept me on hush mode for a minute I been choke up for a while Now you see what kept me crippled Just got out of a four year stand Can't you tell it made a difference? When you see me smile, know I'm hurting All this Friction against the surface And no I'm not bluffing I'm a man but sometimes I need to cry I'm tired creating soul ties I'm tired of telling these lies All I know is I tried and I tried Excuse me brother But I need a ear I have secrets Of mines I can't bare These thoughts are heavier than a bear don't want the world to know Just swept it under the rug for a no show It's alright to have a teary day I held it all in on a sunny day I just want these thoughts to be lighter By morning it be brighter It's alright to have a teary day I held it all in on a sunny day I just want these thoughts to be lighter. By morning it be brighter Tell me more My pass is gonna be my pass Just a event that never lasted These the type of burdens that'll change you That's when the enemy try's to detain you Don't compare my then to my now God made me I'm a masterpiece My master brings peace I can say my peace never went deceased When I call they kept me on brief hold but Jesus answer on the first ring He staid true his promises My persistent led me to his great land Going back was my downfall and I'm witness to it all my anger had me bawled But I released it all to my God And I'm gone shed a tear for my God He deserves all of my praises When I do for Him they think I'm crazy but that might be true I could've been dead at 15 but his mercy sustain me When you get to know him it's deeper than what your mind can fathom I'm tired creating soul ties I'm tired telling these lies All I know is I tried and I tried Excuse me brother But I need a ear I have secrets Of mines I can't bare These thoughts are heavier than a bear don't want the world to know Just swept it under the rug for a no show It's alright to have a teary day I held it all in on a sunny day I just want these thoughts to be lighter By morning it be brighter It's alright to have a teary day I held it all in on a sunny day I just want these thoughts to be lighter By morning it be brighter