Your Ruin, My Relief

[Music & Lyrics by C. Kötterl] [Verse 1:] Caging myself beyond all reason Witnessing the madness within I am prisoner and jail guard I'm virus and infected Merging it all I am left a nervous wreck Losing focus and losing track Who's still preventing escape I cry Finally perceiving my tears' reflection [Pre-chorus 1:] Shattering the mirror This impostor made of glass I realize my foolishness And how all this could ever last [Verse 2:] Trading my love for mercy My self-respect for surrender Accepting my emotional suicide Dead inside I crave for salvation Crave for this hell to end All that's left is to let you feel We're done [Pre-chorus 2:] Shattering the mirror This impostor made of glass I realize my foolishness And how all this could ever last [Chorus:] Turning my back on you I return the hell you put me through Now these days will end The days you mauled my hand feeding [Bridge:] Your Ruin, My Relief! Your Ruin, My Relief! Release me now! [Lead: Sheep Berger] [Chorus:] Turning my back on you I return the hell you put me through Now these days will end The days you mauled my hand feeding