Days Months Years

I took a shot of morphine just to smell the fear in my heartand I felt the rush of hesitence, scared to commit from the startSo I kissed a man in reno just to watch him pukeNow I got more issues than just trying to forget about youI spent half of that whole day soberAnd the other half dazed and confusedAnd what little bit left just trying to forget about youI saw you at the galley, he was working his way up your skirtHe was buying all the rounds, baby, but you're gonna pay for dessertSo I pissed in his gas tank while you were at his placeThen I siphoned it back out and went upstairs to spit it back in his faceI spent the half of that first week healthyAnd the other rid with the fluAnd what little bit left just trying to forget about youSix drinks, two deep at a party for a friend of a friendMy mouth was moving like a muscle but my heart dead set on sinSo I stumbled to the bathroom with who anyone who'd comeThe only girl that did was married to the sherriff's sonNow I'm handcuffed to the toilet half naked with my mouth on his gunI spent the half of that year in prisonThe other half black and blueAnd what little bit left trying to forget about youWe spent half of my life togetherSpent the other half coming ungluedAnd what little time I got left trying to forget about you