Hurts Me Too

I feel too much and not enough at the same time Can’t stand to be left, but don’t wanna need help Cry when I feel alone, but don’t like to pick up the phone I know that hurts you I know it might seem cruel But everything i do Hurts me too Stuck in this loop Since days of my youth I know it don’t make sense I stay on the defense At my own expense I’m coldhearted when I should be soft Play back those moments and wish I’d said more now that we’re apart I keep one foot in the door, keep the other out Tip-toe round the words that I should shout It’s more than hesitation and it’s more than pride You would know if you could read my mind But you can’t read my mind You can’t read my mind You can’t read my mind And I’m leaving you blind I know that hurts you I know it might seem cruel But everything i do Hurts me too Stuck in this loop Since days of my youth I know it don’t make sense I stay on the defense At my own expense