My Own Enemy

I'm unchained Physically got no cuffs on but I'm ashamed Can't do anything I wanna Got excuses Whatever it is Avoiding me from exploring other places No way My ambition fades away, I thought I was wide awake Don't know, that might be a waste Too late Feels like I am discouraged Unfortunately I won't go for it I feel like I am my own enemy Putting out what's not good in me Overthinking when it's time to sleep And burying down my self-esteem I feel like I am my own enemy Locking myself down with dumb limits Mocking my dreams and abilities And being pessimistic when it comes to me Laziness in here Procrastination is key Scrolling unlimited feed No more battery I feel guilty like I deserve mediocrity what a pity Atrocities My body ripped off and nasty No dignity Austerity Feeling down like ugly Betty Spreading my negativity Confuse my own identity Losing myself in plans that wasn't meant for me Losing my faith, time, energy and my money Letting past failures and mistakes define me Ending upset and shouting at my family I feel like I am my own enemy Putting out what's not good in me Overthinking when it's time to sleep And burying down my self-esteem I feel like I am my own enemy Locking myself down with dumb limits Mocking my dreams and abilities And being pessimistic when it comes to me I call upon The Lord in distress He answered me and set me in a large place