phantasm

Who's to define reality The rules to make it fit? Who's to claim normality Set boundaries for it? That one that called me odd Don't know what he saw And I don't need it I don't need it I know I get obsessed and Ruin everything I know I can't let go Always go back to the beginning I wish you'd wanna know Who I really am Here at 3am Where is my mind? Searched everywhere But it's nowhere to find You told me more than a hundred times To keep control of it Never lose your grip But I don't need it I don't need it Where is my mind? Searched everywhere But it's nowhere to find Oh, you must have told me a thousand times To keep control of it Never lose your grip But I don't need it I don't need it I think we're all pretty bizarre Some of us just are Way better at hiding it And who they really are Take a picture, fake a life Let no one hear you cry at night See if you get questions in the morning Walking in circles Carves a path so deep I worry that the day I'm finally done I won't get out of it They expect that in the end We grow up, learn to pretend We are happy with the life and all We chose to settle in Where is my mind? Searched everywhere But it's nowhere to find You told me more than a hundred times To keep control of it Never lose your grip But I don't need it I don't need it Where is my mind? Searched everywhere But it's nowhere to find Oh, you must have told me a million times To keep control of it Never lose your grip But I don't need it I don't need it No Oh, I told you a million times I told you I told you I don't need it (At least in my head I said) I don't need it I don't need it, no