S H A R D S

I got my Apology That should be enough But it doesn't stop You say you understand now That you went through the same How? You didn't go that long a time With shards in your eyes Hide in excuse I can only see Through a painful kaleidoscope Reflecting how to feel Bleeding on the glass That are shattered across the floor A picture perfect image To easy to adore Getting harder to pretend Always coming up again And you call me up again And it's coming up again Every time I close my eyes I cry it hurts It's all so blurred What do you think about? A lot How to hold it up Cause I do hesitate Will it someday be too late? Let's make up a green zone Of what's okay and not I'm going red Now you made that up There wasn't need before When only I was hurt When you cut yourself it suddenly got worth Getting harder to pretend Always coming up again And you call me up again And it's coming up again I should say goodbye Leave it all behind Finally free myself But then I'd loose control If I could go back in time Defend what's mine But I'd loose control I can't loose control I got my Apology That should be enough But it doesn't stop