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Does it get easier? No Yes It gets easier I tried to escape you Couldn't get away Then I tried to erase you But still I see your face There ain't no goin back now So you're takin the blame No I don't wanna back down And I'm not goin back now She said "meet me up in Montauk" I wonder how she'll see me when I'm in a droptop We fell in love and now she tryna make my heart stop I'll try to paint another picture like I'm Bob Ross I'm at a hard stop Don't know where to go I told her that I'd always call, but I never though I'm acting like I know it all, but I really don't I only said that to impress her Cause I'm a different person when I'm under pressure If you need your privacy Don't lie to me If you wanna side with me And die for me Ima try to stay afloat And keep you close But I really hope you know I'm comatose Stayin in my shell like a turtle I wrote in a journal; "If my mind is spotless, sunshine ain't eternal" And I could live forever, but that don't mean I'm immortal Cause I can't pay attention to my own fucking morals I tried to escape you Couldn't get away Then I tried to erase you But still I see your face There ain't no goin back now So you're takin the blame No I don't wanna back down And I'm not goin back now She said "meet me up in Montauk" I wonder how she'll see me when I'm in a droptop We fell in love and now she tryna make my heart stop I'll try to paint another picture like I'm Bob Ross I'm at a hard stop I don't love you