Lyrics in my notebook

We always seem to Turn the pain into demons That we're fighting Been a while since I started writing Tell my mamma that I love her She's getting sicker over time I know it's getting harder She tell me Will you stay with me I feel our hearts getting farther So much time passing Since I seen my father I got some family issues I don't really like to talk about Got some friends talking shit Like what you talking bout Don't you worry I'm a get us out I start to notice things I'm feeling so much older Got so many lyrics in my folder And I'm so lost without her Why does love have to feel so different Free me from my enemy's And baby Can you Stand here next to me So lost in the dark I start to shut them people out And if I'm moving different I don't mean to get so distant And I'm so sorry baby If I let you down So much problems in my mind It's killing me I'm so lost I need your help But they don't know they don't know I need it now Voices in my head are so loud But they don't know They don't know They don't know The devils tryna take me Down down down x2