Disgusted

F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up Mark my grave 'Cause I'll be in it by the end of the day Feel like nothing else could go wrong Like I got nothing left to be saved Everything's not okay I was once on top, no pain Then I came down hard, enchained By my own thoughts and self-disdain Now my mind is racing like I did cocaine Got a hundred thoughts in my brain Not a single one kept me sane I just wish I could feel mundane Anxious, clouding my judgement Smoked out, now I'm not upset Thinking, I might give up this F*ck that, I'm bound for greatness F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up Something wrong with the way I feel All my nightmares seem too real All my demons can't be concealed And now living has no appeal Tryna go uphill but it don't feel that way when the world is so still So still I'm working on myself getting better and I still take no pills Got the Midas touch but backwards, break what I touch like it's glass So I stay rolling them Backwoods and I put myself on blast I can't keep living this dangerously or I'll stay in the past I can feel myself degrading and I'm going way too fast F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up F*ck my lungs up F*ck my funds up Feel disgusted and I'll be up 'til the sun's up