Conversation With Myself

Why can't you Why can't you Wake me from my frightening nightmare And why can't you Why can't you Make it when there's tires to spare Why can't I Why can't I Wake from my frightening nightmare And why can't I Why can't I Show that I actually care I'm not truly certain Until I'm truly searching You are the one thing You're one to say see me it's urgent You're one to play with all the sea urchins You're one to play with your feelings And you're the one always hurting Surely I'm the one always inside my temples But why's it bad no really show me I'd like some examples Let's go back to the drawing board Before I try the samples How about think before I speak Before I start my rambles Clothes in a hamper unbothered That's how I'm thinking of living life I mean sometimes I like the washer Sometimes I like the lectures I get From my mother and father How you can prosper How to be proper Thanks for the offers but I'm not truly certain Until I'm truly searching I am the one thing The one thing So Why can't I Why can't I Wake from my frightening nightmare And why can't I Why can't I Show that I actually care Okay I'm not always looking for new versions of myself I'm not pulling curtains I'm not pulling cards already dealt I'm the one thing that's keeping me From getting lost in the maze I'm the one thing that's keeps me from getting in the Way of the rush the pay and the lust There's no day or way to be fussed When I say there's a plus you must believe it Take it or leave it bite it hard If you take someone's trust you may hold onto it or chuck it really far That's how you lose it though Depends on how you use it Know what you're getting into Shit I repeat Know what you're getting into Yeah You're not truly certain Until you're truly searching You are the one thing The one thing Nightmares Why can't you Why can't you Why can't you Why can't you Why can't I Why can't I Why can't I Why can't I Why can't I Why can't I Why can't I Why can't I Wake from my frightening nightmare And why can't I Why can't I Show that I actually care Why can't I Why can't I Have a conversation With myself