DREAD

I am My own worst enemy I always find the worst in me I believe I cannot change All I'll ever do is Bring so much pain To anyone and everyone around me Oh please Just leave me Run away so very far I don't want to hurt you anymore I cannot stop All this dread Inside of my head It will only stop if I end up dead I just want to see brighter days But I know that there is no way For that to ever happen Because I am forever broken I can never fix myself I am begging you for help But I am also asking you To just stay away So far away I don't want to bring you anymore pain I have got enough for all of a lifetime A full eternity of suffering Inside of my own head It'll just get worse and worse I wish I Sometimes I wish I was dead That's the only way To get rid of all this dread That's living inside of my head All this pain that is living inside of me I don't think I don't think That there's any way That I could ever rise above Because I'm just meant to sink So slowly sinking forever Forever forsaken I will never forgive myself I see the pain in your eyes And it makes me just want to die