Supposed To Be (feat. Young Ea$e & T. Beck)

I gotta find out what I'm supposed to be Cuz I know dying in these streets, it ain't My destiny Mental health done took my brother, I hope You rest in peace Yeah I'm hoping that you at them gates And it be peaceful Young Ea$e told me watch them snakes Cuz they deceitful Brizzle, told me speak your thoughts Cuz they get evil I'ma live my life to the fullest, there ain't no sequel Yeah There ain't no sequel Yeah I seen the reaper in my dreams, what's it really mean Scared that death too close to me and I can't really breathe Is you gon' miss me when I'm gone, that's just a mystery They hate when you alive and when you die, they wish you didn't leave It's been a long, dark road, all these losses taking tolls Sober thoughts seem to harass me and I cannot take control So I smoke away the pain till I'm feeling right Looking in the mirror like I gotta find out what I'm supposed to be Cuz I know dying in these streets, it ain't My destiny Mental health done took my brother, I hope You rest in peace Yeah I'm hoping that you at them gates And it be peaceful Young Ea$e told me watch them snakes Cuz they deceitful Brizzle, told me speak your thoughts Cuz they get evil I'ma live my life to the fullest, there ain't no sequel Yeah There ain't no sequel I gotta find out what I'm supposed to be I said I gotta find out what I'm supposed to be I gotta find out what I'm supposed to be I said I gotta find out what I'm supposed to be I only ever had my brother so we stayed close And right or wrong, I got your back until we angels These people change like the season, they don't even need a reason Through rain or shine, I'm popping up just like the rainbows Yeah, only brothers like I come from Trina and Marcy Double up, I said to keep working hard I come from nothing And I'm back at the start, so I'm spitting on everything I come across Learning lessons, we ain't taking no losses Keep a pistol cuz this shit get dark All a nigga need is me and G.O.D. Could put us up against any odds I'm a son of him and a DemiGod Don't be coming around, you ain't with me now Mack'll make a nigga do the Macarena shoulders, chest, knees, then he hit the ground Staring back into the mirror now, like he better never let a nigga down And I flashback 22 years, same conversation as a little child Gotta stay on my grit any means, keep up with god and get to the green I get tunnel vision when near oppositions But keeping my vibe and energy clean, yeah Yeah I'm keeping my vibe and energy clean If niggas is opps I smoke 'em like pop If I got a slide, get hit wit the beam, yeah I gotta find out what I'm supposed to be Cuz I know dying in these streets, it ain't My destiny Mental health done took my brother, I hope you rest in peace Yeah I'm hoping that you at them gates And it be peaceful Young Ea$e told me watch them snakes Cuz they deceitful Brizzle, told me speak your thoughts Cuz they get evil I'ma live my life to the fullest, there ain't no sequel Yeah There ain't no sequel