Now or Never

Not today Not tomorrow Up and over It's unreachable It's impossible I'm unlovable Not today Not tomorrow Up and over It's implausible It's improbable I'm intolerable And how I miss your laughter Bouncing off these walls Not today Not tomorrow Up and over I know It's my fault I ruin it all So don't catch me when I fall Not today Not tomorrow Up and over Now I'm on the ground Now my mind's too loud And you are nowhere to be found And how I miss the laughter That would Bounce off these walls It's now or never